chaotic symphonies screaming till birth
grows in speed and strength by the ticking second,
and all hours spent trying to conform this mess,
to make sense out of this chaos in my head left me
worn, torn and tired.
left me unborn to this unsung chaotic mire that slashes my naked skin with every rise, and then falls cursing, crushing the earth as tries to stop it. crumbles below my feet and i watch it.. the hollow earth split open, watch and observe the calmness of the void, a split of a second and it rises once more.
As if we were anything but that single note that never seems to fall into place, chasing ourselves into the dark oblivion.
it iterates, repeats reclining into itself, those same uneven frequencies that rise and fall with a striking force, my recursive un-ending hell.
am i nothing but a creature chasing itself on and on, as if it burns till time catches on with it, try make sense out of this psychosis.
try grab it all in one note, in one consuming blurr of sound. one piece of noise that is my head. a splinter of thought.

nonesense